Today is going to be my first deadline at work:)I always had something to hand in, in rush but this one is different since the report is on a drug that they want it to be released by 12:00 today!!I have been working for 12 hours yesterday and today I am going earlier to work to finish earlier:)When I look at my electronic calender, I freak out..I have at least 1 thing schaduled after work!!a meeting or an organizational gathering..last night I ended up cancelling on of the meetings I was going to have because of this rush project..and since I am so busy everyday:(I had to reschadule for the first available time which is in two weeks!!!I feel like my life has become Dr.'s book, where they have to look for spots to be able to squeeze some thing or someone in the master schadule!!but I guess that's what I want, right?yeah I think so..but the good part is every week for a month, on the weekends I am invited to different companies, chirstmass parties!!:)which is going to be great. I know all the hard work will pay off:)Melissa, a French girl in my company that I have become friends with, says:they can and will see your potential and brightness;)..I said thanks for the complement..and I wished in my heart that I that process be fast;)I beilieve in what Madonna once said...she said..if you want something really bad, you will have it...